Never. Not anywhere, not with anyone. All I want is to be wanted. To be loved. To know that someone is willing to save me on my bad nights. I want to be hugged when i’m crying, and when i’m having an anxiety attack. I just want to feel welcomed in the world, because lately every single person has shut me out. I’m beginning to question if i’m truly worth what they say. Am I a good person? Do I deserve this life?
is when my throat is all scratchy and clogged. I have a sight-reading test today in chorus. This is not going to end well at all. I’m just hoping that i’m able to get better by the show on Thursday night, I don’t want to force myself to sing again.